I need to go on diet

I had a rather boring day
Or put it that way, I've been feeling moody for the past few weeks
I've gained so much of weights that I can't fit into most of my pants skirts dresses sigh

It feels like as tho im on the isolation stage

I can't really explain about my feelings, emotions...but it feels like a roller coaster ride

It feels like the "luck" is not on my side lately

I'm pretty tension at the moment...I've so much to be worried about...

I need to get a part time job now...my boyfie's birthday is coming up on the 18th of July



I need to earn some extra cash to get him a nice gift for his 21st birthday


I need a vacation badly

p/s: I dunno y... i just can't seem to get something off my chest, well not on a blog lol